The first day of school

the first day of school felt like a week

and the first week felt like a year

high school made me realize something that i have always suspected:

i hate high school

i'm sorry

you know how in high school movies (chic flicks) there are a bunch of normal people and then there are only a few b*tches and only a few wanabe's ?

i can probably handle that

but i swear

i CANNOT deal with a whole school full of asian b*tches

and i am NOT exaggerating

i feel like that i had already gone through a whole year

this school makes me want to be a kindergartener

well i've always wanted to be a kindergartener.....

this school makes me want to be a baby

seriously

i know i know

that this is the time of growing up

of enjoying school

of feeling the pinnacle of youth

well guess what

my pinnacle of youth was when i was a baby

and if high school is about feeling the pinnacle of youth then i would like to be a baby

and i also know that university is worse

and then the rest is devoted to work hard enough so that in the end you don't have to work

which is worse than university

or not

i dunno

but it's apparent that they are all worse

and i also know that i'm whining

but if there were ever a time to be whining it should be about school and during youth

oh look! this fits the bill!

so i'll whine

thank you very much

(sorry i was just watching one of those british tv shows full of old people and tea)

i dunno

maybe it's because i didn't get into the one class that i really wanted to get into

maybe it's because i'm condemned to 4 years of chinese teachers

and i swear

if you don't do as they ask, they will whoop your a**

there is nothing scarier than chinese teachers...except huge PE teachers...which i do have

on the other hand

maybe i should consider myself lucky

they say that there's this other gym teacher that used to be an army sergeant

with all do respects for the army, but i would not like to be in her class

and if that weren't true

she speaks like a drill sergeant anyways

and my chinese teacher

some people say that she's the mean one

but i have been through teachers like that...once

and i've learned that if i just kept quiet (all the time literally) and did my homework then i won't get into any trouble....unless i get late for class which rarely happens

so i'll just stick to that plan

well

so far high school has done one thing that isn't so bad to me:

i'm not so afraid of piano classes anymore