Not a hero

"'You don't know how I feel!' Harry roared. "You - standing there - You -'
But words were no longer enough, smashing things were no more help,. He wanted to run, he wanted to keep running and never look back, he wanted to be somewhere he could not see the clear blue eyes staring at him, that hatefully calm old face."
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix, Chapter 37
JK Rowling