Course Selections

it has arrived
one of the most stressful things in high school....signing up for junior year's classes
i wished i was never born...

if i never reach average height...i'm going to blame the stress
ok enough self pitying.....here's the problem: what should i take next year?
geez, i can't even write properly
i dunno if is should take AP US History, everyone is telling me that i should take it but i really don't know if i should. the stress for just choosing classes is incredible - i can literally feel an anvil is weighing on my mind
anyways,  i'm already taking 3 AP classes and 2 Honors classes but people are making me feel like i should take more AP classes...like 5 or something
i like history but i don't think that i'll have enough time for other stuff that i wan't to accomplish in junior year...
when in doubt...make a list:
this is all the things i want to do next year:

• WRITE A BOOK
• GET INTO JOURNALISM (IF I CAN)
• STUDY FOR SATs
• REALIZE THAT SCHOOL ISN'T ALL THERE IS TO LIFE(which i feel like it is right now

of course i want to successful in life

i mean who doesn't

but i feel like people are saying that if i don't take APUSH then i'm not gonna get into a good college blah blah blah...

it's hard making your own decisions and sticking up for yourself when everyone around you is pressuring you to do something

i can be successful in the future without taking APUSH right? right....?

i hate making decisions.....usually the idea of freedom to choose whatever you want is a good idea

but it isn't when what you want isn't one of the options

what do i want? i wish i wouldn't have to make decisions.....

it's times like these when i wish that humans lived in jungles and ate bananas all day and hanged out with chimpanzees...

i'm planning to take regular US history....and i dunno if i'm the right the decision

i kind of wanna take APUSH but....i'm worried if i might not do well in it

then what? not get into a good college like everyone says?

i've written editorials and other stuff about making your own decisions...and so far i'm not a hypocrite

sticking to your own beliefs and making your own decisions isn't easy.....that's one thing i learned

also, writers can be full of crap

makes me wanna find a grass field in some unknown european country and lie down and look at the clouds....one of the luxuries of life...

right now, all i see is my course selection papers